This is a continuation of my (long) reversion back to the Church... The beginning is HERE
I was perhaps confused... yet I continued to feel a strong pull to the Church and to Jesus. I still needed to discover what exactly this meant. (I am still discovering this today.)
I was still seeking out an opportunity to experience "Real" Eucharistic Adoration. I found yet another website while I was surfing the net at my desk at work during down time. I was excited to find a Catholic church a few miles from my office that had Eucharistic Adoration during lunch! Alright! Yes! I got in my car, and decided to take a long lunch that day.
I easily found the Church, feeling great.. walking up to the Church... and... nothing. The doors were locked! I could see children inside (this was a school) but they were near the front. I knocked quietly on the door, hoping to catch somebody's eye... I was too far back and nobody saw me to open the door. I stood there stupidly for about 5 minutes trying to get noticed, but I finally realized that this was futile and I wasn't going to get into this church... so I dejectedly turned around to leave.
God, I'm just trying to figure this out... why is it not happening, you know, like in the book?
Oh well, I thought, this is totally dumb.
I started my car and began to drive back to work. As I was turning out of the parking lot, I saw a simple sign stuck in the ground that said, "Sacred Heart Radio" 740 AM.
On that day I stopped listening to NPR during my 2 hour daily commute, and started listening to Catholic Radio. That was 5 years ago! It has been one of the best things I have ever done.
My next after work excursion was to be much more eventful...
Please continue to share this big step in your life. I'm so interested. Our parish actually just designated a Eucharistic Adoration chapel in our church. I am so anxious to be a part of it. They have hours from 9am until 8pm, so I have no reason to not be able to make it for an hour or two. It's really something I want to do and our priest spoke a lot about it last Sunday, so I hope others are feeling as anxious.
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